Good Morning

It's a frisky day here in Utah. I'm contemplating whether to go to the gym or not. My abs hurt a buttload from yesterday's workout. But hey I'd be mad if they weren't sore. It's good to know what I did worked. I call it the "Mini DJ Trip Ab Workout," this is of course because DJ showed me the moves for it. Funny how when people first become single, they feel a need to become more appealing to the opposite sex. They'll get a new haircut, start working out, you know whatever. I have fallen into this sterotype but it definitely isn't for that reason. My haircut was already scheduled, and I was bored yesterday, so I randomly went to the gym. OH whatever, you don't have to believe me. I guess I'm kinda a romantic. I was a little sad yesterday night. I went out to din with my family and it was all these teenage couples. I found myself embarrassed because I was with my family and not a boy on Vday. Whatever. I just starting thinking like Madeline Oberto and then it made me laugh. She always says how Valentine's day is a poor excuse for husbands to pay attention to their wives one day out of the year, or something like that. It really is true though. You should treat people like everyday is Valentines day. I dno. So yea then I got over being lonely and kinda laughed at myself for thinking like that in the first place.
Roses.
I Totally agreee with Chia. It was cool to send roses to ppl who weren't expecting them. They were really appreciative. Especially the boys I sent them to. So sweet. I love the boys in my group right now. I can't believe how amazing and supportive and loving they've been towards me. I really can't. Wow I'm so lucky. The girls too of course. I was just more surprised by how sweet the boys have been. Ahhhh this is so amazing. I love life right now. I can't believe how happy I am.
I was thinking the other day how bad I want to hang out with Chia and Chempy. I love them. And we need to make outside of school time for eachother. That's right SON.
Today will be a good day. I'm going to the gym now so I can get those endorphins flowing. You know, then I'll be in an even better mood. Is that possible? ahhhh life.

Absie

So

Basically, i love life. ah how sweet sweet sweet. God is so amazing. I can't believe it. I'm so incredibly happy, when i have every right not to be. yes yes yes. things are still good. I didn't fall back into my routine. I'm living for God and it's amazing. Today was so good. WATCH ME GO. I can do it!

yea yea yea. I haven't been sad at any point for three days now. ACCOMPLISHMENT. you don't even know. after talking with Cal everything just sunk in and it's like wow. God has a plan for me, and he has a plan for you. (see Proverbs 3:5-6.....as always. I love this verse) So don't mess with the plan! Go with the flow. Let the punches roll because I'm ready for them! yea yea yea.

can you tell i just had some vanilla latte with my half shot of espresso, cuz im hyper. Things with speakie are so good now. we actually talk and are close! ah i love confrontation. how else would you fix anything?

you need to confront problems or they don't go away. Uh DUH. geez.

so drumline was incredibly fun. i forgot how fun it is to check out boys. bahaha. I need to study for physiology. stuco meeting tomorrow...ugh. but im sitting next to andrew so it will be okay. aw. andrew. what a nice fellow. i get him. I love when you just get someone. you know how they think, what's going on with them. it makes things so easy. I wish i had been a cheerleader this year. it looks so fun, poo. okay okay i'll go study for physio.

bysies.
I LOVE CHIA

-Abs

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I MUST SUSTAIN THIS.

Ya know, when things are good, and then they kinda start to go back to how they were?

i refuse, i refuse